i used to be an idealist

then i realized it just dosent work
the spark ran out
and something gave in
the world became a patterned thing

there were many reasons
and some of them were romantic
usually it dosent happen that way, though

its dirty, its crass. its so obvious that is sounds bad
it is in the open and you dont see it
its a conspiracy
it better be
if it isint one, then god save the me