hypocrisy

i hadnt really understood that i am actually a hypocrite. in a number of ways. it feels strange. the fact that i always considerred myself to be an individual unaffected by these things. someone rational, logical. in the end, i am just emotional. i say 'just' because emotion without logic is useless. isint it?
the fact of the matter is, all that i thought i believed in is right, but i believed in them for all the reasons which i thought i did not believe in. strange what that kind of a realization can do to a person.
i feel let down by myself.